The Update

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Well hello there…

LOL Just decided to stop by and hash some awesome shit out with my blogs. Ive been neglecting all 7 of yes thats right SEVEN!

So quick little update. Fuck that book. Im just a busy mind type of gal…that shit is done for lol although it was funny as fuck to read lol.

Everything else is the same shit.

Great kicking it with you gotta go.


Miserable Updated!!!

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I recently updated my story Miserable its getting good. Be sure to check it out and dont forget to comment and vote!!!!


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So I just posted my intro into this little short story I wrote. Check it out tell me what you think!!!

Shoo Fly! Don’t bother me.

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Never put too Much Trust in Friends, Learn how to use Enemies

“Be wary of friends-they will betray you more quickly, for they are easily aroused to envy.  They also become spoiled and tyrannical. But hire a former enemy and he will be more loyal than a friend, because he has more to prove.  In fact, you have more to fear from friends than from enemies.  If you have no enemies, find a way to make them.” -Robert Greene


So much has been happening these past year. Somethings were great and others were no so great. The one thing that stands out is the severing of ties of what use to be a great friend! Me and this individual had been “friends” since the 7th grade I am now 27, so as you can tell…This wasn’t a new friend situation. However, I noticed these past 2 years things had begun to change.

Apparently there is a time in everyone’s life where you feel as though game playing and b.s. must cease and desist. A time when you really have figured out what you want and have set out a plan to obtain it whether it be materialist or not.

My plan for 2013 was to mature and grow into a responsible women.  Not just responsible but being accountable as well. Too long had I played the blame game of life and pointed fingers of blame in other directions beyond myself and I wanted that to stop. So I did! I finally figured out the surface story that is life and begin to follow my own path.

Here comes the downfall of the friendship.

I would hate to say it was envy or a lack of things in common. My reasonings for this friendships issues was that I didn’t want to fall back into old habits. Although me and this individual have known each other since before we were children doesn’t mean that every time we are together we have to act like we are that age again.

I no longer wanted to hear those sob stories on the phone.  All the issues that can be fixed but were ignored, I just couldn’t keep up with the amount of garage being dumbed on me daily.  Since I did not ask for that garbage I began being more into my own goals, into my own self improvement. Beyond all of this there were events that transpired and it really helped to illuminate the characteristics of the person whom I had been calling “friend” for so many years.

It’s amazing when other people notice things about your friends that are unsavory you will jump to defend them even though you know it’s true. I was that friend for a long time and I just had to stop. You can not continue to treat others as if they are less than friends more like enemies and expect them to remain the same.

This “Friend” was not a friend at all more like a wolf in sheep’s clothing. Hell, I almost died!

I need some true insight into friendships that simply grow apart. I have been disrespected and I have been extremely nice about it. I have been screwed over but have continued about my way. So I am now looking for closure to the fullest!

My Religion…So to speak

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I recently read a few articles and saw some youtube vids that has led me to todays post. Call it inspiration if you will. I am not what most would call a christian simply because I make mistakes and I fall short. Beyond that I can’t quote random exerts of the bible and no I do not attend church every Sunday. I am no Virgin and occassionally I like to curse. I am not the stereotypical “Christitian”

But let me tell you who I am.

I am Heather…Simple as that! I do not pretend to be something I am not. I believe in God like no other but I do not feed into the B.S. that the world has to offer. I am strong in my convictions but everyone has an opinion. I walk my own path and stay in my own lane because my walk was meant for me, and me alone. In the same token the same is true for others…You know what they say “Different strokes for different folks”.

Honesty Hour:

Sometimes when I am a lone and I want to talk to God I feel awkward, or odd to say the least. At these akward moments I throw on “Safe in his Arms” the oldest church song I know. Because after 27 years I feel like God can see straight to the root of me when I sing it. Now, I can’t carry a tune in a basket to save my life. But I praise my God the best way I know how. I consider what he would want for me in all of my actions. And although I may stumble, fall, and make mistakes I know he would never leave me for I am his.

Now some may take this as another Jesus post, and believe you me that is fine. I do not pledge that I am holyer than thou nor devine I can only exist as me. And who am I? You ask. I am the daughter of a praying mother who knew to teach her daughter to kneel before God with any problem.

See there are so many people that give themselves credit for coming from the bottom to where they are today. But since we are having honesty honor….I have seen the bottom I know it all too well. I know how it feels, how it resignates and how it smells! I have lost everything and I have literally had to start my Life over again on more than one occassion. I do not hold to material items which are falacies if you know better and I put every bit of energy into what I feel I was created for. Like they say God knew who and what you were to be before you were thought of. And again I’m walking in my path and in my light.

In those deepest darkest hours, and in those deepest darkest places…

I was left with my own thoughts, my own decisions, and God alone.

No I am not religious so to speak and no I am not any denomination now that I think about it. This is who I am, this is who God created me to be.